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BIPOLAR DEPRESSION: on the anti-depressant route to hypomania!
RE: It will be another 6 years until I am correctly diagnosed with Bipolar I Disorder, which is when the medical “professionals” stopped mis-medicating me with anti-depressants which cause medically-induced mania when used without a mood stabilizer in bipolar patients (i.e. isn’t “learning” fun?!). Friday, August 10, 2001, Age 20 Okay, so I am right…
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SOCIOECONOMICS & DATING: mmm, this one never gets old ;0(
Monday, August 6, 2001, Age 20 Just got an email from Dave who is in Oxford, England at the moment. Makes me very very confused. I want to be friends with him I think, but I have no idea how and I’m very scared to see him again because I’m afraid my feelings will get…
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BOBBY: could somebody teach me how to date without getting cold feet?
Sunday, November 26, 2000, Age 19 Okay, so I haven’t written for awhile but something very very bad has happened and Jen isn’t here to tell, which if she was here I wouldn’t have done it, so damn her! No just kidding, but what happened was tonight Jared and Bobby and Jes and I smoked…
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GROWING UP: social struggles.
Wednesday, July 12, 2000, Age 19 Baahh! I was doing so well! I suppose I can’t write everyday though. Okay, so I love my JenJen and everything but ya know how you sometimes just get those middle school feelings of jealousy by no fault of your own? Hah….well yeah that’s it. Okay so I read…