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STRENGTH: or, weakness?
Saturday, November 3, 2001, Age 20 So, I wrote him an email. I hate when I start thinking about him, cause then I always end up thinking about him more and more and, of course, I only remember the good shit and find his bad traits endearing (for god’s sake I have no idea why?!)…
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LOST LOVE: can’t go back to where I started from.
Friday, November 2, 2001, Age 20 Well, it’s a little lonely here tonight. It’s Friday and none of my friends are anywhere to be found, which sucks, but is okay because I have a ton of work to get done. Shit here has been getting pretty annoying. I am really ready for Thanksgiving. I mean,…
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MEDICALLY-INDUCED HYPOMANIA: it will be another 6 years until I am correctly diagnosed with Bipolar I Disorder.
RE: college-THE BEST SET INTENTIONS :0) Wednesday, August 8, 2001, Age 20 I just made list upon list upon list in attempt to organize self, showered, and packed a bit more (including cosmetics which takes forever!). Now I also know what I’m going to attempt to do tomorrow. Very long list…we’ll see what happens. I’m…
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SOCIOECONOMICS & DATING: mmm, this one never gets old ;0(
Monday, August 6, 2001, Age 20 Just got an email from Dave who is in Oxford, England at the moment. Makes me very very confused. I want to be friends with him I think, but I have no idea how and I’m very scared to see him again because I’m afraid my feelings will get…
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GROWING UP: social struggles.
Wednesday, July 12, 2000, Age 19 Baahh! I was doing so well! I suppose I can’t write everyday though. Okay, so I love my JenJen and everything but ya know how you sometimes just get those middle school feelings of jealousy by no fault of your own? Hah….well yeah that’s it. Okay so I read…