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RAPIDLY CYCLING BIPOLAR MOODS: I won’t be correctly diagnosed for another 6 years.
NOTE: I was mis-medicated under a social worker’s prior, incorrect diagnosis, which caused ongoing, medically-induced mania (a severe medical condition). Tuesday, November 13, 2001, Age 20 I don’t understand how there can be times when you can feel so great about everything and you just feel like you can conquer the world, and then there…
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STRENGTH: or, weakness?
Saturday, November 3, 2001, Age 20 So, I wrote him an email. I hate when I start thinking about him, cause then I always end up thinking about him more and more and, of course, I only remember the good shit and find his bad traits endearing (for god’s sake I have no idea why?!)…
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LOST LOVE: can’t go back to where I started from.
Friday, November 2, 2001, Age 20 Well, it’s a little lonely here tonight. It’s Friday and none of my friends are anywhere to be found, which sucks, but is okay because I have a ton of work to get done. Shit here has been getting pretty annoying. I am really ready for Thanksgiving. I mean,…
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WORLD WAR III: that’s what it felt like, w/a hint of depression.
Wednesday, September 26, 2001, Age 20 Sometimes I don’t understand how this world just keeps on turning. There are so many people living right now without their mothers or fathers, brothers and sisters, sons and daughters, husbands, wives, lovers, fiancés, best friends, etc. I don’t understand how the world just keeps on turning. Everything just…
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SOCIAL STRUGGLES: returning depression.
Saturday, August 25, 2001, Age 20 Well, I am now all moved in at school for my junior year. It is kind of hard to tell what it will be like. I suppose I shouldn’t even try to predict it because I can’t really control any of that shit anyways. Hmm? Well anyways…I can’t decide…
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