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SOCIOLOGICAL PROGRAMMING: making up my own mind (a.k.a. be *careful* what you WISH for ;0)
Sunday, July 30, 2000, Age 19 So much to say, so much to say! Okay, so this appearance thing is really becoming quite the irritating issue these days! I have this on-going fight going on within my conscience with one side wanting to be rail thin, but then there is the other side that just…
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GROWING PAINS: life in Minnesota.
Sunday, July 16, 2000, Age 19 Hoorah! Have lost seven pounds since one week ago! Am on track to making ex-boyfriend’s dwell in complete misery and they will be very sad they ever let me go. Or better yet, let me walk away. Hah! So, first day at very big bank working through temp agency…
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GROWING UP: social struggles.
Wednesday, July 12, 2000, Age 19 Baahh! I was doing so well! I suppose I can’t write everyday though. Okay, so I love my JenJen and everything but ya know how you sometimes just get those middle school feelings of jealousy by no fault of your own? Hah….well yeah that’s it. Okay so I read…
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SOCIAl STRUGGLES: words to live by ;0D
Thursday, July 6, 2000, Age 19 Okay, so I am so pissed. I don’t understand how my mean ass brother can go out and get a fucking $13.50/hour paying job here in like, one try, and this is at the temp agency that told me they couldn’t do shit for me because I had no…
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SAYING GOODBYE: losing my grip on past lives.
Tuesday, July 4, 2000, Age 19 Hey yo Happy 4th of July. Okay, so I am so proud of myself. I am going through my address book and writing letters to everyone I miss and love! I did seven tonight and like nine a couple of days ago so I’m doing pretty well. I like…
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LOTS TO LEARN: Impending Doom ;0)
Monday, July 3, 2000, Age 19 Alright, so I’m scared to get my hair highlighted red. Not so much because I think it won’t look good, but more so cause I’m afraid it won’t look good on me. But I think I will because I’m only young once right?! Right! I talked to Jen last…
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MY PSYCHEDELIC SPRING: Back to the Future ;0D
Sunday, July 2, 2000, Age 19 Okay, so so much has happened since I last wrote in a journal (which was like five years ago) that I don’t even know where to begin. But anyways, isn’t this journal so cute? I had to buy it from Borders cause I love the saying in the front…