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BOBBY: could somebody teach me how to date without getting cold feet?
Sunday, November 26, 2000, Age 19 Okay, so I haven’t written for awhile but something very very bad has happened and Jen isn’t here to tell, which if she was here I wouldn’t have done it, so damn her! No just kidding, but what happened was tonight Jared and Bobby and Jes and I smoked…
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MENTAL ILLNESS: Sexual Assault, Suicidal Ideation and Eating Disorders, oh my!
NOTE: I will not be correctly diagnosed with my primary condition until the age of 26, with numerous additional conditions following from there. Tuesday, August 1, 2000, Age 19 Did you ever think about swallowing a bottle of pills just to see what would happen? Or how about slitting your wrists, just lit-tle cuts, but…
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IT DOES NOT RESONATE ON A RICHTER SCALE?
Why I love Nietzsche ;0P EXISTENTIALISM: From Dostoevsky to Sartre (Walter Kaufmann) “…he repudiated Christianity not because he considered it too rational but because he considered it the archenemy of reason…” “…with one fatal leap, a poor ignorant weariness that does not want to want any more; this created all gods and afterworlds. Believe me,…
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NIETZSCHE, MY LOVE: to remember ;0)
Of all that is written, I love only that which is written with blood. Write with blood and you will find, that blood, is spirit ;0)
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SOCIOECONOMICS ;0D
And, of course, social struggles… Monday, July 31, 2000, Age 19 Hi. I have nothing to wear tomorrow. Was it really me who thought it would be a good idea to sell most of my clothes (for a fraction of their actual cost) so that I could ‘start over’ with a new and better wardrobe?…