Saturday, August 25, 2001, Age 20

Well, I am now all moved in at school for my junior year.  It is kind of hard to tell what it will be like.  I suppose I shouldn’t even try to predict it because I can’t really control any of that shit anyways.  Hmm?

Well anyways…I can’t decide what to do about Theta.  I feel like I shouldn’t give up on it, but at the same time it would be so nice as well.  Jes, Jen and my mom think I should stay in.  I am really not 100% sure that I want to quit…so I guess I will stay in and see.

Today was kind of lonely.  I just worked in my room all day getting shit unpacked and put away.  Jes was MIA most of the day…and Daniella stopped by for a cig, but other than that pretty boring.  My room looks great though!

Aaliyah died in a plane crash today.  She was 22 and an excellent singer blah blah blah.  Kind of scary.  I’m watching a thing on her right now on MTV.  She seemed so happy…which makes it so sad.  

My parents sounded strange on the phone again.  I called them pretty late so that could have been why.  Hmm?

Nobody calls me here, yet anyways.  It’s pretty depressing.  But it is only the very first weekend here.  And tomorrow is a new day.

I really love the privacy I have in this room!  It’s really very cute.  But I don’t like being cooped up in it all day.  Just sometimes.  I love it though!  I am afraid to call the boys.  It’s hard to tell what they think of me…but I really shouldn’t even think about shit like that huh?!