Thursday, July 6, 2000, Age 19

Okay, so I am so pissed.  I don’t understand how my mean ass brother can go out and get a fucking $13.50/hour paying job here in like, one try, and this is at the temp agency that told me they couldn’t do shit for me because I had no experience.  It reminds me of how things always were with Krissy and how adults always loved her and not me.  God I feel like such a dumbass for saying this kind of shit but I swear to god, adults don’t like me.  I don’t know where I go wrong.  I think either I am too airy or I don’t dress like a dork or something and that’s why they don’t like me.  Well fuck them and fuck you too!  Hah!  If you have a problem with me go fuck yourself cause I don’t goddamn care.  I’m going to run.  And fuck my dog; I don’t want to take him.